I’m the queen of your heart..

 

You tried playing hide n seek with my love….

Time came and I decided to drop from the game….

And that’s the point where my love started playing one on one with you…

You lost!

 

And now my love is crowned in your heart forever… I Love You..

 -Suja Sam.

 

 

 

Conversation with almighty

Suja:- Dear God, Thank you for giving me wisdom to sort out flaws in a person and categorize whether a person is good or bad.. but God, why you didn’t give me a heart that should stop following the flawed person and stop accepting them?

God :- I can’t come to guide and save you every time and mend your broken heart that’s why I gave you SAM, to help, support and pull you out of trouble and tame your little heart.

SAM :-

– Suja Sam.

The delight of being a evildoer..

Iam a kind of women who follow certain values right from my childhood… i value every single persons life and i have never ever thought of harming someone… i give great respect to peoples emotions even if they are my enemies and i respect everyone equally with a smile…. i always used to keep ringing inside my heart that I’am a down to earth person and with love and care i can make wonders !!.. 

ahhh alas ! its time for the change …. after enormorous warnings from my SAM i learnt a life’s lesson. Being so nice to everyone will always put you deep down into the pit, under the foot’s of nasty people indeed… 

we should be like a mirror by being kind to the person who’s kind to us… and being dreadful to who are dreadful to us..!! 

some people will be keep on harming us by words and actions . they won’t stop even if we say its painfull.. they’ll actually enjoy our pain. being kind to such people are like making ourself a fool !!! such person should be taught a lesson only by giving back the pain…!!

yes SAM ! i agree to ur words… its so trues such people feel our pain only when we give them back the same pain…. its a unforgottable lesson you have taught me. 

There is so much elite in being a kind person but it needs lot of hardwork and patience and acceptance… but being a bad person is such an easy task…. Moreover there is actually so much FuN and Delight of being a evildoer…. 

And again SAM your both my good spell and a evil spell…!! LOVE YOU SAM..!!

                                              – SUJA SAM.

A special moment..

A girl is lucky if she gets a partner who is supportive and relishes your victory has his victory and values your success.. Iam lucky by this way… 

This is very special moment of my life… I have passed all the subjects in my first year UG…My first victory after a long time with your guidence SAM….Without you i would have not achieved it SAM….

Really SAM love you for the full fletched love and endless support… I really really miss you at this moment sam…you are not near me to celebrate this victory…!! Love you SAM..

                                                       – SUJA SAM.

The pride of being loved..

There are thousands of sparkling stars in the sky but moon has a different individual identity..
 Same way so many people’s have crossed my life as parents, relatives and friends…

Even though all those people have showered their lights on my life’s path.. the light that SAM showered upon my life’s path has an different individual identity…!! 

we can admire the moon… We can enjoy its light but we can not own the moon for ourself…
But iam lucky in this way… I own the moon – my SAM and its light SAM’s LOVE…

And i’m feeling the pride of being loved..Love you sam…!!

                                                              – SUJA SAM .

We..

We began our relationship as friends… Then we moved to be best friends for ever even without our knowledge… Knowingly we decided to take our relationship to a serious commitment..

Our characters , point of views everything were totally different….     You were one end of a string and i was another end, a very far end actually..!!                                                                                         

The spirit of love was so powerful that it bounded us togather with unbreakable knots ..!!!  When you decided to hold my hands so tight ,  i never thought you’ll become my everything….!!! But that happened naturally…!!                                                                                                   

 Those special moments of mine become ours….!!!!!When you helped me to walk by catching my shoulders all the way through my pregnancy…!!there is no safest place for me than hugged inside your arms..!!                                                        

your love for me is immense….That moment you removed my slippers infront of everyone without any hesitation…!! When you held my hands into your hands when i was under traetment..!! That love in your eyes… Aaahhhh thats actually magical…!!!!      

                                 

you have never hesitated showing your love for me …Your simple actions also showed me that you loved me….You showed your love just with single peice of raw mango…We travelled miles to get those mangoes…!!

Unknowingly now your unto me…your my everything, couldnt even imagine a single momment , a single happening without you…!!                             

Heared of a famous christian saying when your in the dark , if you seek to lord, god saves you from the dark by sending the light…     

Thats a  true saying.. i was in dark , i seeked love (love is god ) love saved me from sending the light SAM…

Sam your my light…a light that glorified me..love you sam..!!

                                                          – SUJA SAM .

The man’s positivity…

A husband is not just a relation it is he who stands like a pillar for his girl..it is only by his support a women guides rest of her family in a peaceful path..if a husband (i.e) the pillar collapse then the whole family will be shattered…!! 

There is a famous saying behind every successfull men there is a women , i do agree with it but BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFULL RELATIONSHIP AND A PEACEFULL FAMILY THERE IS A MAN..!! HIS SILENT SACRFICES, HIDDEN PAINS AND ABSOLUTE ADJUTMENTS…!!

If a boy doesn’t support a girl in the relationship, however strong the girl is somehow the relationship’s base will be shaken…if a boy thinks he will build the relationship up above the sky.. but, if he thinks to collapse, he’ll dump it deep inside the ground..it is not that girls are incapable but a BOY’s support for a girl will make wonders..!!

SAM’s support for me had wonders in my life..To me sam holding my hand itself is a great support and i love that…!! whenever he hold my hands all my stress , depression and pain runs away like a theif running away from getting cought..!! That too when he holds my hand tight a positive love vibration will pass all over my body, automatically all my fear will run and jump out of my window pane…!! Funny aint it !! But it’s true.. From sam’s support only i learnt the positivity of a male’s support for a girl…and you are lucky if you get such a support..!!!

                                                              – SUJA SAM.

                   

Lonliness…

Lonliness is not new to me…its an very old companion of my right from my childhood…i missed this lonliness for quite a long time because of our love… This lonliness is a ride that took me through the paths of good and bad… Mostly this lonliness had always left me with depressions…sameway it had given me new ideas…our love pushed this lonliness far away from me and stopped it from showing its dual-face… But now its again the turn for the lonliness to troll my life…!! How hard our love tried to push it away ,lonliness had place its own thrown in my heart… Can’t help it out sorry SAM…!!

To all those who comment about a girl’s dressing…

Dear nehibours, ladies and men who comment bad about a girl’s dressing if she wears a modern costume, jean and a top especially!! iam really bound to say u this..Dress is just a dress that covers are skin and thats it… Our character doesn’t depened on what kind of dresses we wear..  clothes are ment only to hide the flesh…what ever clothe we wear it should cover our flesh and thats more than enough… Iam not against sarees but dear aunties those transparent sarees you people wear our so so transparent like a window mirror and it shows all your tressures that has to be hidden and uncle’s your so called shorts are so short than it has to be.. please take a note of that before commenting our fully covered dressing…same way i dont support girls who wear jean n top or any dressing so tight that reveals your body’s beauty quite awkwardly… whatever the costume we wear it should suit us and more than that we should feel comfortable about that… if anybody dont like a girl’s dressing just close your eyes and walk away dont comment bad about us.. dont judge a book by its cover…!!! All those girls who show their skin and dress up modernly are not prostitutes…sameway all those girls who doesnt reveal their skin and wear only a trafitional costumes arent SITA’s….!! Stop commenting and start to grow up please..!!

Those places where u accompained me..

Ohh my god how strong my love is… How strong it had its impact on me.. i really felt my love’s impact only when i went to the places alone , where once we joined our hands togather walked and played like an year old kid who is amused to see new things…those seashores that sang us love rhythem ones now reminded me sad notes…!! Onces the same place where we noted lovers and happy people, that very same place showed me a different scenes… thrown empty bottles, small boats sailing without any person, a lonely old man sleeping on the sand who had been watched by thousand eyes, empty boats, vendors with sad faces and a fading sun…Everything was sad to me there.. but our daughters were really happy and i was amused at their so happy faces..!! And thats the point i realized everything there in the beach was the same and iam the person who was disturbed by my sad heart which reminded me of my love’s absences .. my SAM‘s absence… Without you and your love my heart , eyes and mind couldnt see anything happy SAM… This is not just words this is my true EXPERIENCE…LOVE YOU SAM..